what i have been up to for the past few days (how i spend majority of my time that is)
1) running 4.8km every monday, wednesday, friday
2) homework, homework and more homework (gosh, homework gets harder and harder)
3) celebrated my bday over sushi buffet with bros
4) celebrated my bday at the balcony@hereen with a suprise ;)
5) bballing every sundays
heard that there are 2 super fit ppl who is gg to be in the same camp as me. one cross country runner and one NPCC who can do a hell lot of pumping (according to bp).. i better train harder or ill be left behind.. haha
think i've been feeling too old these few days.. just last week i was in town and i saw a cute girl and on her right was a monitor with business financial news.. and i totally ignored the girl and watched the news.. and i did not notice till my friend pointed that out haha.. I'M OLD
The End. 6:11 PM
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PUSH MYSELF!!
The End. 7:54 PM
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Lost Words
I’m holding a drop of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words
When I recalled each event one by one, I thought I understood everything
But the faded words were right by my side
Nights when I can’t find an answer, and a single drop of warmth, and my longing for something far away
I’m spending my whole life just repeating those things over and over
I want to grab all the things you love in my hand, never letting them cool down
While we, as people, are unable to share that feeling
The meaning your words release, an unquestionable love, a feeling that has no answers
If only we could convery all that just by looking at each other
I’ll keep this love in my heart
I’ve lost you…
The End. 7:42 PM
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i got 2 1/2 months to my NS commando liability.. and i started my training today.. ran 4km on slopes.. and ill continue to train daily on weekends unless it rains.. hahaha.. currently im training twice as hard as i did for napfa.. not to mention the bball on weekends..
and my lifes revolving around homework and excercise.. haha.. and i dun think anyone gets that expect for me..
The End. 9:07 PM
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there was a guy that once told me that temperance is the greatest character trait one might have but the hardest to train as compared to the rest (e.g. patience, seriousness etc).. and till now that thought has been incorporated into my thick skull.. apparently due to certain complex issues ive been facing recently, i've been pondering over this.. and.. i came to this conclusion; though through the various judgements and characterizations of the 'protagonist' of my recent concerns i just could not make sense of the entire problem as a big picture.. i then tried to be reflective to see if i was really the root of the problem, the one that caused this enigma.. in the end i don't see the problem originating from myself.. like my dad always said, sometimes you have to change the surroundings instead of changing yourself to solve the problems around you... and thats what i shall do.. though im clueless on how to do it.. its not as if i've not tried.. but if the issue's not going to be resolved in this way. i'll give up
The End. 8:48 PM
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the closer you are with a friend, the higher your expectations you'll have for him/her.. (a.. i a. d........... w... o.. o. m. b... f.....'s p..........)
went to play bball with leon and co the past weekend.. and GOD i haven't had so such fun in a long long time.. 4 hours straight of hardcore bball really makes you forget of any troubles you might be facing..
interesting thing tt day was there was this pri school girl tt came over to our side of the court and wanna challenge us to a full court 5 on 5.. so on our group we had (4 NS men and arthur). on her group she had (1 girl 2 lower sec boys and 2 philippino).. only the girl seem willing to play but forced the rest of her team to play alongside her.. i kept laughing throughout the game
of cos my whole bod's aching due to the agressive exercise done under the hot sun.. but darn i have to be really for hendon soon if i want high pay
i think i have a split character.. im a lil worried myself.. so try to stay away from me if you think that im acting weird.. esp when im angry (which happens rarer than a 4D strike)
The End. 5:34 PM
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HENDON's CALLING.. no.. its not a party at MOS but my enlistment letter.. yup. its finally here.. 11 july at SPECIAL OPERATION TACTICS CENTRE.. the name of the facility sounds like a spy video game but its actually the commando camp at pasir ris..
been working at my old ipp company for the past week and GOSH i must say.. THERE ARE SO MANY 'anatas' IN MY NEW OFFICE.. the interns, temp staff, part timers.. EVEN the full timers... and to think there were none during my internship days.. NONE!.. haha.. anw it doesn't matter.. im too old for the courtship shit..
MY MOTIVATION TO WORK IS NOT FOR THE MONEY BUT THE ANATAS
The End. 9:03 PM
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