there was a guy that once told me that temperance is the greatest character trait one might have but the hardest to train as compared to the rest (e.g. patience, seriousness etc).. and till now that thought has been incorporated into my thick skull.. apparently due to certain complex issues ive been facing recently, i've been pondering over this.. and.. i came to this conclusion; though through the various judgements and characterizations of the 'protagonist' of my recent concerns i just could not make sense of the entire problem as a big picture.. i then tried to be reflective to see if i was really the root of the problem, the one that caused this enigma.. in the end i don't see the problem originating from myself.. like my dad always said, sometimes you have to change the surroundings instead of changing yourself to solve the problems around you... and thats what i shall do.. though im clueless on how to do it.. its not as if i've not tried.. but if the issue's not going to be resolved in this way. i'll give up
The End. 8:48 PM
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